Tuesday mumbo jumbo

So many thoughts running through my head.  So many emotions I am battling.  So many times my eating has been out of control.

I promise once I am completely moved and settled in our new house that I will try to blog more often. 

Needless to say the last few weeks have been heck.  Both of my daughters had surgery 9 days apart.  My mini van was vandalized in between.  Baby Isabella was air ambulanced to another city.  The move from the apt to a house.  My van having the same mechanical problem it had a year ago when it was under factory warranty.  I have only had my van 3 nights before I took it back to Chevy to get it fixed for the same problem only its worse now.  I have been in a rental since Oct 1st.   My finances are literally killing me, I could go on and on.  However, all of that has contributed to self medicating with food.  I just realized this last night.  I will touch more on it in another post. 

I am glad I am not anonymous in my blog.  There was a time when I wish I would have been.  I have realized this blog is literally about becoming a better me.  That includes my life's obstacles too.  Everything affects me and makes me who I am.  I am blessed to have the life that I have and the obstacles to learn from.  This is my life, the good bad and the ugly.  I will put it out there. 

I read  Shrinking Kenz   today and it upset me.  Blogging is for me, myself, and I.  I am sure there are others that feel this way.  Why would "Maureen" think she is an expert and criticize someone?

This post is literally mumbo jumbo.  That is how I feel right now.  I don't know which end is up, I am not even sure I want to know either. 

This is my "poor me" post.  I am going to rise above it as I always have.  I am like a cat, I WILL always land on my feet.  They might be singed or bruised but I will land on my feet.