Blog Disclaimer

Blog Disclaimer: When I write I don't have an outline or such. I write off of the top of my head. I don't even bother to edit. If I were to edit I feel I would change the post entirely. I post what I feel at that given moment. It may even jump around a bit. Read at your own discretion. =)

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Tuesday mumbo jumbo

So many thoughts running through my head.  So many emotions I am battling.  So many times my eating has been out of control.

I promise once I am completely moved and settled in our new house that I will try to blog more often. 

Needless to say the last few weeks have been heck.  Both of my daughters had surgery 9 days apart.  My mini van was vandalized in between.  Baby Isabella was air ambulanced to another city.  The move from the apt to a house.  My van having the same mechanical problem it had a year ago when it was under factory warranty.  I have only had my van 3 nights before I took it back to Chevy to get it fixed for the same problem only its worse now.  I have been in a rental since Oct 1st.   My finances are literally killing me, I could go on and on.  However, all of that has contributed to self medicating with food.  I just realized this last night.  I will touch more on it in another post. 

I am glad I am not anonymous in my blog.  There was a time when I wish I would have been.  I have realized this blog is literally about becoming a better me.  That includes my life's obstacles too.  Everything affects me and makes me who I am.  I am blessed to have the life that I have and the obstacles to learn from.  This is my life, the good bad and the ugly.  I will put it out there. 

I read  Shrinking Kenz   today and it upset me.  Blogging is for me, myself, and I.  I am sure there are others that feel this way.  Why would "Maureen" think she is an expert and criticize someone?

This post is literally mumbo jumbo.  That is how I feel right now.  I don't know which end is up, I am not even sure I want to know either. 

This is my "poor me" post.  I am going to rise above it as I always have.  I am like a cat, I WILL always land on my feet.  They might be singed or bruised but I will land on my feet. 


  1. Sending you hugs and prayers. It will get better. Just keep swimming... ((HUGS))

  2. You just keep being you. People like Maureen are not happy campers in life about anything. And good for Kenz for being positive.

  3. Hope you find your happy place and things settle back down when you are settled in your new place.

  4. Ahhh...I should've read your posts the other way around. I read your most recent one first and was confused as to what you were feeling. My bad! I get it now. :) I used to follow Kenz too- sweet girl! I'll have to go over and see what happened..