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Wednesday, October 6, 2010

I Wish Wednesday

Today my wishes are simple. 

I wish, hope and pray that Baby Isabella pulls through the NEC infection she has.  My sister says her belly is so distended that her skin is shiny from being stretched so much.  God, you can't have her.  Please stop giving her life threatening illnesses.  You have added weight to her little body and she now weighs 4 lbs 1 oz, you must want her to live.  Please heal her!

I wish for my youngest daughter to come through surgery with no complications.  I am also wishing for an easy recovery.  God, guide the Surgeon's hands as he operates on both her little eyes.  God, guide me so that I may be the mother that my baby needs tomorrow and during recovery. 

I am following Mary's Mary's Blog lead here,,, I wish I had clothes that fit too.  Since may I have lost 60 pounds and I am still wearing the same clothes.  The bottoms look worse than pajama bottoms.  It feels good to know I will never be that size again.  Yet, I look absolutely horrible.  Mama's needs come after the girls needs, after our new home, and after anything else that seems more important. 

I wish for my mini van not to be ready today so that I can take the rental Suburban to Phoenix for my daughters surgery tomorrow.

I also wish for all you to find a way through the struggles that are afflicting you all. 

Love ya!


  1. You sure do have a lot going on right now! :( I'll be thinking about you and your family and wishing everyone a quick recovery! Take care of yourself!

  2. I will be praying for you and your family members. God bless all of you and help Isabella to get through this and for your daughter's surgery to be uneventful yet very successful. Hugs to you.

  3. I'm so sorry you have so much bad stuff going on. What size are you wearing right now? Maybe the sisterhood can send you some things.

  4. Hey! You're in Phoenix??? I live in NE Mesa! Contact me on my blog, we should get together or do a workout together or something.

  5. Praying for you and your family! And wishing for a quick and healthy recovery! Hang in there.