Its been over a year since my last post. Here is the run down.
I have had a new port put in at 10 months post op. I had my gall bladder taken out at the time the port was redone. I had almost all of the fluid taken out during that surgery.
I have had a couple of unfills. The last time I had a fill the strangest thing happened. They inserted the needle, you know that feeling when it first hits the port, well I felt that then that is when I look at the syringe (sometimes I can't look at all), this time it feels so weird so I am definitely looking. My body expelled over 2ccs of fluid. The nurse was surprised as well as the surgeon. I was supposed to go in yesterday for a fill, but my surgeon was in surgery. I will be going in next Tuesday and hoping to get a fill. I couldn't even tell you how much fluid I have right now, I think about 4 ccs, maybe a little less.
Needless to say, I am wide open, under tremoundous amount of stress, and eat like a cow.
I am going to start here and reread what I have posted. Hopefully post more often. Get my accountability back and become a better me.
Have any of you gained weight? I am almost as surgery weight. So sad and disappointed. I know the blame lies on me.
I will say, today is the first day I wasn't able to eat due to my stress. Hopefully that is a changing point.
Have a great day all!
